shoot me please!

WARNING: RANT AHEAD!!

So classes only started back up yesterday and already I'm thinking of just giving up. Why you may ask? Well let me tell ya all about it.

Since I've already taken all my first year core subjects, all I had to do this semester was to take 2 free electives to fulfill my compulsory number of first year electives. Plus this is a short semester so its only 7 weeks. No big deal right. So when the list of available electives came out, I decided to take Intro to Mass Comm and Sociology. Yay! I was all excited and stuff plus all my classes would have ended before 4 everyday. But then as usual, some shit had to happen and ruin my awesome plan. I went to Sociology class and the lecturer came in and told all of us that taking this subject would be like getting food poisoning for 7 weeks. Gee thanks for the vote of confidence dude! Anyway so she spent one hour yapping about how we're gonna do work that was meant to be done in 14 weeks in only 7. And while she was going on and on about it, I freaked out. I mean this might sound pompous or self boasting or whatever, but I'm pretty smart. So all the workload didn't seem so impossible to handle to me. But then, I thought about it and really, I don't want to take a subject and not do as well as I could because I just didn't have enough time to study or whatnot. So I'm thinking about dropping it. See there goes my brilliant plan.

But here is the other downside. If I drop Sociology, I still need to take another subject in order to complete my free electives thing. So the only option is to take Intro to Design. Now there is nothing wrong with that subject, I hear its pretty laid back and easy and there is no finals for the class but the part that I hate is that the timing of the class. Its 3 times a week and all 3 times are from 4-6. 4-6!!!! Like last semester. Which I hated! Now not only do I have to stay in college until 6 but I also can't pick my little brother up from school for 3 days and that just sucks. Because then he has to suffer with all the waiting and its not even his fault! Moreover, my other class is always in the early morning like at 8-10 so I would have a 6 hour gap between my classes. What the fuck am I supposed to do for 6 bloody hours for 3 straight days???!!! This whole thing is so messed up.

Honestly, this semester is turning out to be a complete nightmare. Its only the second day of class and already I'm so damn exhausted and I just want to go sit in a corner and cry my eyes out. Its just so damn frustrating. UGH!

Ok I'm done now. =)