change isn't always good

Excuse this post guys. Im in a very pissy mood and stressed like hell.
So just pretend that you never saw this post mkay.
Unless you're one of those overly nosy people who just have to know whats going on.
LAME! but whatever, its a free world.
So go ahead and read.

OK so here's the deal. I love the fact that I can drive and have a car to drive wherever the hell I want to. Its nice not having to depend on my parents to fetch me here and there and all that. But what I hate is being taken advantage of just because I can drive. So most of you probably know that my maid has been taking care of me and my brothers for like ever. All their lives and pretty much almost all of mine. So normally I don't mind driving her to go buy stuff since without them I'd starve to death. But......I freaking hate it when she asks me to go bring her to go buy 4D when I just came back from college. I've been in college since freaking 8 in the morning and I come home exhausted as shit and when I'm asleep, she comes in my room and wakes me up to take her to go buy 4D. I'm tired for freakin' sake! And its not like I can say no. Now everytime I come home from college in the afternoon, I'm pretty much doomed to taking her get her freaking 4D. Its getting ridiculous since she never wins and its just pissing me off. If I say that I can't, she'll go all,"I've taken care of you all these years and all I ask if that you bla bla bla bla." Seriously if this keeps up I'm gonna just tell my mom and let her deal with this. I can't take it much longer. All this is the reason why I rather stay in uni all day and hang out in the study room.

Also, I hate people who crave attention. People who can't stand the thought of having nobody noticing them, or those who can't have people not tell them that they're pretty and just pretty much need someone to compliment them. I HATE these people. People who change who they are just to fit in and do all kinds of stupid ,immature, idiotic things just so they feel accepted and just so they can feel like someone likes them or pays attention to them. To me thats just lame and screams DESPERATE. People who go out all the time and lie to their parents (its OK like once or twice because I do it too but all the time, really?) and does god knows what with god knows who and its just really dumb. Then tell go and tell you all their dumbass problems and just being around them sucks out all your energy. Being around them is just so exhausting. They're like parasites. You're good for them but they're pretty much useless to you and do nothing but hurt you. They're not the same people that I knew when I first met them. I don't even know you they really are anymore. I HATE this new person that they've become. Its disgusting. One day they'll regret it all and I will be sure to go to them and say, "I TOLD YOU SO SUCKERS!" They're ruined now. Damaged goods. They deserve all the bad shit that happened to them. Why? Cause they went looking for it. They asked for it. So there you go. You got what you wanted. Congratulations.

These people are just gonna eventually self-destruct and I hate to have to be the one to pick up the pieces so you know what, it's over. I don't need this kind of drama and shit cause I'm already stressed out enough as it is. So to these people who are currently in my life, you're cut off. You get a free pass. Get out of jail free card. Go find someone else to latch onto and go suck the life out of THEM too. I'm sure they'll appreciate it. Owh and I hate you. So so much. Thanks for nothing.

End of my long ass rant. I feel sooooo much better now.

Disclaimer: I may be pissed but I meant every word I said. So if you think its you I'm talking about, then do something about it. Or not. Makes life easier for me if you don't.