Starlight

Ooo another day another update. Just wanna warn you people not to expect me to update this everyday. Now I just do it cause I got nothing better to do.

So there is absolutely no football for me to watch today. Instead I have to wait until tomorrow. I swear I'm a football addict. Since its all ending, I actually have to find other stuff to do on the weekends. Damn it! Luckily, F1 is also this weekend and I just finished watching the qualifying for tomorrow's race and sadly my favourite driver(Kimi Raikkonen!)in the entire universe(yes, i think he's that cool)is not on pole position. His team-mate is. Now I think thats fine. Totally fine. It sucks but its fine. Ugh I hate it when something I support is not number 1. I can be a sore loser sometimes.

Also I've been watching NBA(go SPURS!)and sometimes MLB(YANKS!)in the mornings. Why? Because I like watching sports. Makes me happy for some reason. Makes me feel like nothing else matters and all thats important is who wins in the end. The real world just doesn't exist. Thats how I feel anyway.

These days I've been exceptionally emo. I think its because classes ended but all things come to an end eventually so I gotta accept that. Doesn't make me feel any better though. Been listening to emo and depressing music for days now. Good music but still sad. Crap I hate this feeling. I do feel happy sometimes. Then it hits me again and I go back to being all sad. Maybe I should go watch cartoons or watch something light and happy like Sesame Street or Dr. Suess. Damn I loved watching them when I was a kid. Still do(now you all know! aaaaa!).

Think I'm gonna stop here. My mind is drawing a blank at the moment. Love you all!