just my luck

Right so,
I've been to stay at my aunt's house in Milton Keynes twice now,
Both times during Chrissy break,
Both times nothing really exciting happens there,
Unless you count the League 1 games that cost a whole bloody lot to watch!

Anyway,
I've recently discovered that a lot of awesome things happen there,
Like how Linkin Park played a huge concert there and they filmed their Live DVD from that show,
But 30 minutes ago,
I found out that Dougie and Harry from Mcfly are gonna be at HMV in Milton Keynes and I'm not there!
ARGH! I bloody love Mcfly and when I'm halfway around the world they decide to come to MK!
Why????!!!!

So right now I'm kinda sad and I wish that I can go back to MK again,
But my aunt is moving back here in August so no more trips to UK for me until like I finish studying,
BOOOO!

i wish i could write

Alright my peeps,
here's the dealio,

i can't write to save my life,
and when i say write,
i mean like write short stories and all that stuff,
i can write a research paper though,
thats no biggie,
but not stories or any of that creative writing stuff,

anywho,
i just wanted to share a short story that i found,
written by one very talented and one of my favourite authors EVER,
Mr. Chuck Palahniuk,
read it,
seriously,
read it.

http://chuckpalahniuk.net/features/shorts/negative-reinforcement <-- LINK

i see it through the mirror

so my horrible semester of crap has finally ended,
well it actually ended last Tuesday,
anyway,
when i say horrible,
i mean it like study-wise,
socially it was great fun,
all the gossiping,
and the class skipping,
and ice-cream,
and food,
and movies,
its been great.

on another note,
recently i have found that Grey's Anatomy has gotten rather tragic?
its like the show was designed to make sure i bloody cry my eyes out at some point during the episode,
its rather unbecoming really,
but i enjoy it nonetheless,
no matter how many new shows appear out of thin air,
Grey's will always be THE best series to watch EVER!
this is fact.

anywho,
if any of you find yourself to be bored out of your freaking minds and want to watch some tv series,
here are a few that i feel are just the shizzz!

- Big Bang Theory (bloody funny)
- True Blood (if you're into the whole vampire deal)
- Friday Night Lights (THE most underrated show)

of course theres always the obvious series that you should already be watching since they are all just addictive,

- Grey's Anatomy
- Heroes
- Lost
- Gossip Girl (OMG Georgina is back!)
- One Tree Hill
- House
- Brothers and Sisters (its like my guilty pleasure)
- Prison Break

guess that is about it. i'll update this in like a month or something =)

at long last

i should be studying,

i know this,

but i love to procrastinate,

i love the feeling,

of waiting till the very last minute possible to start something,

just to see if i can make it or not,

i can't help it,

i wanna find out,

can you blame me?

anyway,

all that aside,

went to dinner and a movie with the girls on Sunday,

the girls as in Kalpie, Wendy and Joey,

had a great time guys,

so thanks =)

you can keep my heart,

its got no use here,

call it a souvenir

- souvenir, David Cook

idiocy runs riot!

I just watched Grey's,
Meredith and Cristina talking at the same time is hilarious! <-- as Izzie puts it
The part where Cristina goes, "What's wrong with you?"
Then Mer goes, "Derek won't get off the couch."
Then Cristina goes, "Ugh, so the weaker sex."
LOL! Love it.

Owh and also,
Derek is an asshole,
So you got your big gigantic ego bruised,
So what!
Deal with it!
I knew there was a reason I was never into him,
McSteamy all the way! WOO! =)

And a big fat YEAH! for gossip girl and OTH coming back this week.
FINALLY!

too close for comfort

Best. McFly. Song. EVER!

this is reality

theres this line,
we never acknowledged it before,
because we were never near it,
but lately,
it feels like you wanna cross it,
you want to tes the waters,
see what happens if you do,
but i can't let you do that,
it could just be me being paranoid,
but things are different for the first time since the beginning,
i sense it,
i can feel the change,
you want to test this,
but i don't want you to,

why?
its selfish really,
what we have now is great,
i can't lose that,
ever,
even for something that could be better,
i can't risk it,
i've got too much to lose,
i'm sorry,
let it go,
let this be,
leave it alone,
move on,
please?